Frustration!

Last week was really difficult for me. I felt like I was failing and that I could not get through to Iceman. I was tired of feeling like I was fighting with him. I felt like I was more of an annoyance to him then anything else. I knew he did not trust me or care to be with me. I really just felt like a failure and that the two of us would not be able to accomplish anything. More then anything I was frustrated with myself for not knowing what else to to and because I knew that I was the one who needed to change and I could not figure out what Iceman needed from me.